I NEED TO LET GO

Ughh! Why is it that I have trouble letting go? I mean, all of my life I have felt responsible to “handle” all things. As if..

Oh, I complained and wanted help. I made silent threats in my head of just leaving it all. Ha!
All the while, right in front of me was the answer, is the answer!

Open my ears LORD! Shut them to the lies of the past that are feeding my motivation of the present.  Teach me FATHER to let YOU! To really rely on YOU.
I’m tired of playing the tug-a-war.   THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD.... it is time I rest in HIM.
Order my steps LORD..... I’m ready to let go!

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